The recent Test match in Perth provided Robin Smith, the former England cricketer, with an opportunity to reconnect with friends from his playing days, including cricketing stalwarts Graham Gooch, David Gower, and Allan Lamb. Also present was Mark Nicholas, who had captained Smith during his time at Hampshire after he moved from South Africa as a hopeful young talent.
Reflecting on his life, Smith, known as ‘Judge’ for his once-lush hair, recounted his battle with alcohol and depression, which almost claimed his life 18 months ago. At that time, his loved ones were told he may have only days left to live. “Everyone is eager to see Lazarus,” he jokes, highlighting his near-fatal experiences and recovery journey.
One profound absence during this reunion was Shane Warne, the legendary Australian spinner and a close friend to Smith, who unexpectedly passed away in March 2022. Smith poignantly notes the loss during his discussions at a charity event in Perth, where he opened up about his struggles with mental health, receiving a heartfelt standing ovation from attendees.
During the match week, Smith was approached by Andrew Flintoff, the head coach of England Lions, who invited him to speak to the team. Although he hesitated, Flintoff reassured him that the players would recognize his contributions to the sport. Smith accepted the invitation, marking another step in his healing journey. He expressed a desire to be a fulfilling grandfather to his first grandchild expected in December.
Smith’s path to recovery has not been straightforward. He recalled the harrowing days spent in the hospital, where he was so weakened that friends struggled to feed him. With robust support from family, he embarked on a challenging rehabilitation process. His elder brother Chris has been instrumental, acting as both a supporter and a realist in his recovery.
The emotional rollercoaster continued with the devastating news of his father’s stroke and subsequent passing, which sent Smith into a tailspin, making it difficult to resist alcohol once more. He acknowledges the struggle, stating, “once an alcoholic always an alcoholic,” and the challenge to stay sober remains a constant battle.
Despite these setbacks, Smith has turned his pain into purpose, advocating for mental health awareness and emphasizing the importance of vulnerability and reaching out to friends. This attitude resonates with many who face similar struggles, as highlighted by friends who support his decision to share his journey publicly to help others.
His earlier autobiography, “The Judge,” chronicled the darker chapters of his life, including the creep of alcoholism that began after his cricket career ended, and a near-suicidal contemplation, underscoring the pressures athletes face during and after their sporting lives.
Smith’s life story serves as a reminder of resilience and the possibility of recovery, even from overwhelming odds. He remains motivated to use his experiences positively, hoping to inspire those dealing with their own mental health challenges. The ongoing support of his loved ones and his commitment to raising awareness about mental health reflects a hopeful outlook on his future and the lives he may influence through his story.